Chapter 377: Chapter 376 Renewal (6)
"Even if you are Yuan Shen’s sister, she is not someone you can talk about. Now, shut your mouth and leave immediately."
Even if you are Yuan Shen’s sister...
All the other words can’t hurt as much as this sentence.
The man before her, whom she loved deeply for so many years, always cautiously, always meticulously hoping to get closer to him, to be nearer to him.
But in his heart, she was always just... Yuan Shen’s sister.
Is there anything more sorrowful and ridiculous than this? She never envied Zhou Yalin before, because everything she had was stolen, but now, she began to envy her. Even if it was stolen, at least... Gu Ningyi once looked at her in the eye, once "loved" her.
And she had nothing.
Loving someone once filled her heart with joy, thinking about it secretly at night, she could laugh out loud, but now, there was only endless bleakness and agony.
Her hands slowly clenched tighter and tighter, she looked at him, deeply gazing, and spoke word by word, "Gu Ningyi, I like you, you know that, right?"
Gu Ningyi looked at her expressionlessly.
Yuan Shi curled her thin lips, even laughed once, "I know you know, but you never cared. No matter how hard I try, try to make myself worthy of you, you wouldn’t even spare me a glance."
In fact, she understood everything, saw everything clearly, yet she couldn’t let go of the obsession with love. Even at this moment, she still harbored a small bit of hope.
"Yi, is it true that you really can’t like me?"
"What do you like about Dong Xin Yan, I can do it too. You like her looks, her personality, or the way she talks and walks? I can learn them all, and I will only love you, I can give you one hundred percent of my whole heart. I will definitely do better than her."
Only love you...
One hundred percent of my whole heart...
Do better than her...
Such lovely words.
Gu Ningyi stared steadily at Yuan Shi, in his dark eyes, a glimmer of light slowly emerged, but that glimmer soon dimmed, like a fallen star.
He slowly stood up, took two steps, then reached out his uninjured hand towards Yuan Shi.
Yuan Shi stared blankly at the hand in front of her, fair and slender, with distinct joints. She grasped it dreamily.
Just as she imagined, so wide, so warm, Yuan Shi was almost mesmerized.
Gu Ningyi pulled her up, helped her stand steady, he even reached out and tidied her messy hair.
In Yuan Shi’s dark eyes, emotions flowed, her heart trembled unceasingly, "Yi...."
"Yuan Shi, you are really good."
Gu Ningyi’s thin lips parted slightly, his voice so low and gentle that it was intoxicating, but his next words sent her plummeting from heaven to hell in a second.
"But no matter how good you are, you are not her."
No matter how good you are, you are not her.
Yuan Shi closed her eyes and smiled, yet tears fell. This long-standing obsession was ultimately shattered, mercilessly.
Yuan Shi’s face turned pale as paper, "What if, she never loves you?"
"Loving her is my own matter."
At this moment, Yuan Shi hated Gu Ningyi, hated him for being so cruel to her, and hated him even more for being so cruel to himself.
Does he know how bitter solitary love is?
And yet, despite how bad, how cruel he was, she... still couldn’t bear for him to experience the same pain as her.
Her hand gripped tightly, fingertips turning white, her red lips barely opened, "Yi, there’s something... "