Chapter 25: Just Kill Me
Eliàn;
""Fine."
I freeze as the word leaves his mouth.
I didn’t want him to turn me down, but I also wasn’t expecting him to agree so... easily?
"Let’s get this over with."
He says, and only then do I see the hint of a smile on his lips. He’s smiling??
Why is he smiling?
I watch him walk over to the bed and sit on it. Then he taps his lap.
"Come on..." He urges, and I swallow.
Am I... am I really about to do this?
With a lump in my throat, and trembling, unsure steps. I begin to move.
I get in front of him with my dick covered by my hands, and suddenly, I can feel how cold the air is.
Suddenly, I can hear the silence of the night outside much louder, and I feel sweat trickle down my spine.
There’s a certain glimmer in his eyes that I don’t understand. This bright... almost playful look in his eyes. Like he has me right where he wants me.
Like I’m a little thing that just fell into the palm of his hands.
He raises a brow, and my thumbs find each other. I press them together anxiously in silence.
I stare down at his legs... At the comfy black fabric of his pants, and I decide to think about how comfortable his pants must be instead of what’s about to happen.
Cursing my fate one more time, I lower myself. Positioning myself as he had me before.
Laid over his lap, on my stomach, with my ass in the air.
I bite my lower lip and shut my eyes as I anticipate his touch, but nothing comes.
"You’re going to need to relax, Elian. Otherwise, this will hurt." He says, and I sigh in frustration.
"I’m trying. But I... I just..." I begin, but stop.
A shiver runs down my spine when I feel him place his hand there.
"It’s fine. Just breathe."
I pause for a second, and then decide to listen. I take a long, deep breath, and I smell it. That odd scent from earlier.
His pheromones!
He’s doing it again??
"I’m only letting a little bit out enough to calm you, but nothing over the top." He suddenly says like he read my thoughts, and I swallow.
I simply nod in response, and there’s silence again.
Soon enough, I feel a relaxing wave begin to take over my body, and it almost feels good enough to lull one to sleep.
Although, despite how relaxing it feels, I can feel my... I can feel myself getting harder. I’m sure he can feel it too. He should just hurry up and get this done with!!
I jolt when I feel something cold and thick pour onto my skin, and I snap my head back to look at Zephan, but his eyes are fixed on my ass as he works whatever he just poured into my crack.
"It helps avoid friction. I don’t want you getting hurt." He explains, and I freeze.
Lube.
He just poured lube on my ass.
I’m panicking.
Should I be panicking?
I mean, I asked him to do this.
Do I really want to do this?
Do I like it?
For fucks sake, I can’t even get a hold of my thoughts, and in all this commotion, I keep feeling myself groing harder.
I can’t take any more of this!!
Maybe his pheromones are starting to overstimulate me.
At this point, if...
I involuntarily take a deep breath when I feel his fingers rest against my entrance.
My eyes widen, but before I can say a word, his fingers press into me.
Slick, cold, and merciless. I gasp and grab the bedsheet as I try to bite back a whimper. It hurts!!
He said it wouldn’t.
"Hmm..." He breathes as he moves his fingers, and I go rigid.
"W...wait..." I breathe in panic, but he moves his fingers again, and I feel heat begin to bubble over at the depths of my stomach.
"You seem tight enough..." He says in a low, throaty tone.
I gasp louder this time when I feel his fingers curl up inside me, and I almost jump off his lap when they press against something.
What was that?!
"Stay put, little Viper." He says as he adjusts me back onto his lap, and I try to regain composure... like I even had any to begin with.
"S...sorry..." I breathe, and he grabs my ass like dough beneath his fingers..
"Are... aren’t you done yet?" I question, and he takes a deep breath.
"Almost." He replies, and I gulp as I feel the heat in my stomach increase.
"W...well, hurry up, please. I... I have to pee." I reply, and he scoffs.
"Oh, I’m pretty sure that’s not pee, Elian." He says, and my brows knot.
He curls his fingers again and this time presses against that odd spot deep inside, and my eyes nearly roll to the back of my head.
"Ah..." The horrific sound escapes me as my hips jolt against my will.
My ass arches higher as my body trembles.
No... no, God please no. Not now. Not like this!!
Before I can stop it, I feel restraint snap inside me, and...
I cum.
Shamelessly. Dreadfully.... Pathetically...
I bite my lower lip in embarrassment and bury my face in the bed, and shame wears me its atrocious garment.
Zephan gently taps my ass, and my body jerks under his touch as I pant like I just ran a marathon.
This... this can’t... I couldn’t possibly just have...
"Wow... what a mess." Zephan suddenly says, and in that moment, I suddenly want nothing more but death.
I just came on a man’s lap... cause he...
So much for not being cheap. This is going to haunt me for life.
He only touched me, and I... It wasn’t even up to five minutes!!
Couldn’t I control my body better??
"Sensitive little thing... You truly are a virgin, aren’t you?"
Just kill me. Anybody... Please...